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    A poem I made

    Posted by GiffanyCD - March 30th, 2023


    Resurrections

    By GiffanyCD


    I see myself in the mirror

    A brown-haired girl, with blue eyes, and a wide figure

    I’m glad I saw her, and not… my past

    I’m glad I’m at least able to escape them

    In my mind, they won’t leave me alone

    They constantly torment me

    THIS ISN’T ME ANYMORE, LEAVE ME ALONE


    I can sometimes escape, but some haven’t seen how much I’ve changed.

    I can’t resurrect these old habits

    It fills me with anxiety

    This image won’t leave my head

    It’s like a tumor, that won’t go away


    I see myself in the mirror

    Wait, why is her hair purple?

    Her skin looks pale

    Her hair looks unkept

    She has red eyes

    IS THAT, ME?!


    What happened

    Have my insecurities gotten to me

    She’s finally taken form

    My Anxiety


    She won’t leave me alone

    I keep having panic attacks

    Her Slasher Smile

    It’s getting bigger

    It takes up 90% of her face

    It scares me

    She keeps whispering dark, horrible thoughts to

    She won’t stop

    I can’t breathe


    I can’t do anything

    “You’re not an artist” she says to my face

    She’s trying to put me down

    “You’re not a real girl” she says to me

    “You are not real” she snickers

    I LOOK AT HER

    “If that’s the case, then neither are you” I say with tears in my eyes

    She goes away for a while

    I’m still myself

    Thankfully

    But I feel horrible

    But I know she’ll come back


    Am I not good enough for her

    Everyone says I’m beautiful

    Everyone loves me and wants to support me

    Who told me these horrible things others wouldn’t tell me

    DID SHE DO IT?

    They all love me

    They think I’m pretty

    I make them laugh

    I’m a good friend


    I’m a real girl

    I won’t let her get to me anymore

    “I’m real, and I’m pretty” I say to myself as I almost break down crying

    I go to talk to my friend

    I message her, but as soon as I do it, I begin to breakdown crying

    “I’m sorry” I type to her

    “It’s ok, I’m here for you” she texts me

    “Everything is gonna be ok, soon you will be complete” she tells me

    I can feel her giving me the biggest hug ever, well I’d imagine if she was her, she would do that


    It’s ok Giffany

    You’re fine

    I’m fine

    And I’m real

    And you’re real as well

    I’ll always be there for you

    Thank you for being there for us, Giffany



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