once this update is released, I'm free

I admit I think I may have a bit of an addiction to the internet. the real world overwhelms me and I've become a fucking slave to the internet

everything is going to be alright, don't worry.

can't everyone online be understanding and get along? sorry I snapped a while back, I'm just super disappointed in all of you. none of you learn from any of this it seemed.

I don't feel safe as of recently. I'm at the point where I'd rather see society burn with how everyone's been actin' man.

I don't have a therapist yet, and I haven't been taking my meds. but also the worse side of me was let out these past 3 days.

I'm deleting the post from last night, I didn't need to give closure to anything, I should literally never speak about drama and keep my mouth shut like I do most of the time

stay safe

-Giffany

I WANT TO GO BACK TO WHEN WHITTY WAS NEW IN THE FNF COMMUNITY, AND WHEN PEOPLE ACTUALLY GAVE A SHIT ABOUT HEX

(crying emoji) I miss Carol, she was awesome. and Sarv and Ruv, I miss them too

I miss when these two broke Newgrounds because BF pissed on the server box thing

This has nothing to do with Stamps, I just think the design is garbage. probably biased since... you know

it barely does anything with the concept, it's just Xenophanes two again, at least try to do what Xanthus did if you're gonna make an FNF-related EXE

also looking back, does anyone in the FNF fanbase understand what DDLC is trying to saturate, I mean I know I didn't first playthrough, but I now understand the game is making fun of Anime tropes and Saterizing it or something IDK. I could just be acting like a damn know-it-all saying this. but I've been witnessing the entire globe (including myself) pretending Monika is an OK person, when she's a goddamn psychopath

sorry for posting a lot today, EXE stuff has been clearing my mind of the shit I witnessed today.

I don't want people shipping Libitina with other EXEs, Libitina barely qualifies as an EXE, she's lucky she has that god-awful analog horror series I'm working on

also

-I'm fine with Libitina being in FNF mods, just don't make it fucking weird or something.

-I must remind you that Libitina is supposed to be a straight-up psychopath, you aren't supposed to sympathize with her, she straight-up kills people and verbally harasses them

-yes I'm aware GIffany from Gravity Falls is from a dating sim. I don't wanna really lean into the love aspect of the character too much. I just don't want sick fucks on Twitter shipping her with other exes.

-also, the reason I've been struggling to come up with more Libitina stuff that's not related to FNF is that making what's essentially an Abusive Lord X Yandere character is fucking hard to get right. I want this character to actually be scary and unnerving and not OC cringe...

-I should remind you, this is a bloody Gravity Falls Creepypasta OC

IDK, anyone got any ideas that could make her actually horrifying? I'm not good with horror

SoftDon is fucking disgusting, damn..... I feel really bad for the victim of all of this torment and I send my condolences to you.

I swear, a new piece of drama comes up and it gets worse and worse each time... I'm just more and more devastated inside each time. I feel like I can't trust anyone now... It's getting to a point where making a vent post about everything isn't enough, I need to scream as loud as I can to let out this stress

For one, the fanbase being manipulative pieces of garbage 80% of the time really pisses me off. and the 20% of people who are sane human beings. you guys are cool.

I truly feel after Vs Sonic.exe 2.0 was released, the community has just been a fucking dumpster fire. almost all the devs on that mod we're pieces of shit, and the few devs who are genuinely nice people don't get treated with respect by the community. it's like there's a new EXE mod every 2 seconds even though Gamebannana banned revival mods for that reason. and I'm getting sick of seeing creepy Sonic. it's the reason I've barely been working on Libitina shit, I just don't feel like it's worthwhile even if I enjoy working on it.

even the NG mods are beginning to get involved with drama. the fucking base game is getting drama now. and I'm fucking done....

for all of you waiting for Vs Nova, don't worry. although now would be the perfect time to just cancel it for good. I still gotta finish 2.0. I think after that I'm fucking done making FNF shit for a while. the only novamixes I feel like doing are the DDTO and Scott the Woz ones. I've dedicated myself to funny Nova mods for too long, after I'm done putting love and care into 2.0 and I release the damn thing. don't expect any FNF content for a while. (say maybe a remix of two if I'm bored or if I new mod comes out that I actually like)

sorry for losing my shit, this just felt like the last straw. I've been pretty mad at the community ever since the drama with 3.0 of VS Sonic.exe/Leaking Base Game

been making some sketches for some future Vs Nova levels

Stress (Novamix) Mockup. Nova is holding Auth with her tail, (Like Week 7 no way)

Faker (Novamix) Mockup. I haven't started Black Sun and Godspeed's mockups. Nova and Auth are wearing Azura the Good Witch cosplay (they just got back from a convention)

EXE is gonna fucking murder them, or will our two protagonists slay this beast?

Bonus:

rough draft BM week sketch (GF is tied up)

forgot about 2.0 for a second. remember I'm still on break

have a Glooby Sprite

Tom Fulp cool

Newgrounds

I'm so tired, guys

also fuck Monika.exe, she's what ruined EXE culture

mario

just gonna post this since Youtube is being a bitch about it

D-side Nova, Auth, Ozone (Mantle), Butterfly Mech (MothBoy), Boxel (Domerra), Tiffany, and Phantome (Snakem)

D-side Amy, Marina (Azure), Kiera, Glooby, Ball (Cube), and Bupstick (Bupsphere)

if anyone is missing, it's because I'm designing them/ I can't show their D-side Design yet